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Agony And Ecstasy

by Silpha & The Corpseboners

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1.
Linger A Little Longer In The Twilight With Me I Will Tell You Something You Will Not Believe Cause It‘s Cold And It‘s Dark And The Moon Doesn‘t Shine Blackbird Has Spoken And I Hope You Won‘t Cry Listen My Fellow Before It‘s Too Late See That Fancy House There With The Big Wooden Gate? This Was My Home For Ten Happy Years But Then A Fatal Curse Decended ‘Pon Me Dogs Began To Slaughter And So Did My Family I Was The Last One To Bleed Out And Die From Then On I Had To Haunt This Street Here Nearby To All Of Those Strangers Make Your Wishes Say Goodbye Please Don‘t Run Away There‘s So Much Left I Wanna Say ‘Cause My Redemption Lies Deep Within Your Lovely Soul I See You Shiver I See You Runnin‘ For Your Life But Fellow Listen I Will Prevail If I Really Strive
2.
What Are You Waiting For Plenty For You To See You Can Become Anything You Ever Wanted To Be But Then That One Thought Again Your Brain Began To Melt Surrounded By Undead Machines But It‘s A Normal World No One‘s There To Save You Their State Of Mind What Your‘e Supposed To Be Your Mind Breaks Down And You Are Drowning In Tears It‘s Been So Long Since The Last Time You‘ve Felt This Fear One Day You‘ll Be One Of Them And That Is For Sure You Know You Are Powerless This Disease Got No Cure No One‘s There To Change You And Soon You‘re What You‘re Supposed To Be
3.
Erase Them! 02:41
When You Finally Feel Save They Gonna Haunt You Again Quietly They Sneak Up To You Gonna Drag You Down Every Time When You‘re Alone They Crawl Into Your Brain Leech You Manipulate You They Rob Your Smile They Won‘t Let You Go They Won‘t Give You A Chance All These Hours All These Days Almost Years They Are Chasing After You A Dark Shadow Is Surrounding You Seems Impossible What Lies Ahead Of You They Bear Their Teeth Push You Right Into A Corner They Rip All Of Your Joy Out Of You First A Twinge In Your Chest Their Knive Pervades Your Heart And Then You‘re At Their Mercy They Tear You Limb From Limb Now It Flows Over Your Hands Smeared Upon The Walls It‘s Your Decision Let You Win Them Or Will It Be Their Blood?
4.
The Ward 02:20
A Pair Of Eyes I Saw Them Glimpsing One Thousand TimesI Hear Him Whistling He Comes For Me To Break His Curse I Know He‘s There I Feel This Presence I Feel His Heart He‘s Breathing My Air But In Spite Of Fear There‘s Only Disregard You May Believe Her She‘s Telling The Truth He‘s My Ward Don‘t Dare To Ignore Me I Know What You Feel Cause Your Soul Is Mine I Wanna Hug You I Wanna Make You Scream Till The End Of All Time There He Appears I Recognize Him As Grandfather‘s Shade Supposed To Be Scared Haunt You In Order To Fade Well I Just Smiled I Want To Help You But I‘m Not Afraid I Took His Arm And I Gave Him A Kiss On The Hand He‘s My Ward Tears In His Face Ectoplasm All Over The Floor His Smile Full Of Grace He Said I‘m Free Now You Saved My Soul
5.
This Kind Of Fate Was Made For Us But I Never Thought It Would Come To This I Thought You Asked For It Cried For It Demanded It We Just Have To Make A Change A Change That Noone Will Forget Their Deaths Will Be Releasing And Beautiful I Was Meant For It I Just Asked Are You Ok? I Found Happiness In This Life That I Just Can‘t Dismiss Human Kind Is Full Of Hate Why Did I Wake Up This Late? Now My Purposes Are Clear But Your Misreading‘s What I Fear This Is Nothing Evil But A Chance To Make The Evil Stop Till Now My Life Was So Dull But Now I‘m Doing Something Wonderful I Took The Hint I Confess Your Sins Where Have You Been? I Found Honor On This Path Drinking Blood Of People That I Carved One Hundred People Who Deserve To Die In Pain Look I Brought You A Heart I Must Ask Are You Insane? I Found Happiness In This Life That I Just Can‘t Dismiss Some Rotten Souls Were Just To Fall Now They Are Burning Down In Hell I Thought My Purposes Were Clear But Your Blade Is What I Fear Don‘t You See I Can‘t Stop Here I‘ll Rise Again My Dear
6.
Today 03:19
Can You Tell Me What I Feel Can You Feel What I Mean Like An Unknown Disease Like A Venomous Tease You‘re Staring On The Floor Though I‘m Right In Front Of You But There‘s No Resentment In You Waiting For Your Emotions To Clear I Will Lead You Trough The Night I Need You We Don‘t Need To Talk Tonight You Just Know My Armament But Beware It Start‘s To Faint Want To Rip Those Words Out Of You Want My Greatest Dream Come True But For Your This Feeling Is New Your Lips Start To Split But All I Hear Is I Don‘t Know My Chest Hurts It Feels So Strange Say I Love You Say I Need You Say I Want You Just To Keep You Stars Are Bright The Wind Is Blowing Want To Hear It Keep It Going Say I Love You Say I Need You Say I Want You Just To Keep You Your Throat Is Bright The Wolves Are Howling I Will Force You Say The Spell All I See Is You And Me So Happily Tied Up And You‘re Smiling Can‘t Wait For Tonight
7.
Balladesque 04:02
My Fingers Reached For Your Auburn Hair Every Time You Went To Bed But That Last Golden Night Something Seemed Not To Be Right My Heart Just Stopped And Quit Ten Winters Arrived They Came And They Went My Hair Got Grey And Thin Our House And It‘s View Full Of Memories Of You I Went Out Of My Mind And Into Sin I Toss And I Turn Not Able To Rest Feels Like A Hole Within My Chest I‘m Far Away But You Hear My Yell I‘ll Sing You A Song Of My Life In Hell I Stumbled Upon A Wooden Box Full Of Things And Thoughts Of You And My Guts Turned Around As I Saw What I Found You Are A Deluder Through And Through Within A Blink Of An Eye My Life Was Ruined What A Damage Done By A Dead And I Rushed To Your Grave And I Raged And I Raved No Love But Loathe Instead The Pain Of Decades Hit Me And I Screamed It Was Your Fault There Was Stench In The Air And Fear Rushed Through My Hair You Stood Before Me On The Ground My Precious I See You Crying Me Dear Why Do You Wheep? It Breaks My Heart To See You Like That Insane And Full Of Disbelieve It Seems I Never Was Your Precious You Played Cards With My Childish Trust I Damn All Those Kisses I Curse All Those Blisses You Are A Monster Of Greed And Lust But Despite All The Pain In My Heart There‘s Something That I Still Miss Let My Half-Rotten Hand Reach Out For Your Hand And Oh My Lips Still Can Kiss
8.
Echoes 03:06
At The Foot Of The Mountain Near The Lake Under Trees That‘s Were I Used To Sit Throwing Cries At The Steep All My Thoughts I Brought Here Screaming Them At The Scrap I Was Always Assured Of Your Answer Coming Back But At The Times When My Mind Was More Gloomy Than The Night I Could Hear The Mountain‘s Call Echoing Words In My Ear Sweatheart Climb That Grey Old Stone I‘ll Wait On Top We‘ll Be Alone Why Do You Stumble? Why Do You Doubt? Is This Delusion? Find A Way Out I Remember My Dear Your Voice Was There For Me Never Go Never Go No I Couldn‘t Face You But I Tried I Tried So Many Times When I Shouted Against Those Rocks When I Left Everything That I‘d Got Searched For Your Face Death Was All I Could Find I Slipped And I Fell She Slipped And She Fell Deep Down A Cliff Tean Aeons Old While I Decended While She Decended I Saw My Hopes Becoming True Forever By Your Side And I Remember My Dear Your Call Was There For Me Come Up Here Come Up Here No Your Honest Confession Echoed From My Heart I Cried So Many Times And Now That You‘re Here With Me There‘s Only One Way To Make You Stay Your Bones Are Shattered Everything Is Alright
9.
You‘re Holding Me Despite My Sorrows The Reason For A New Tomorrow I Lose Myself In These Gleaming Eyes Will You Ever Stop Freezing Me With Your Glance So I can Leave? Just Tell Me When Did You Steal My Heart? Pull Me Up To Light As Long As You Can Until A Crossroad Separates Our Way Never Thought I Could Feel This Way Ever Again By Your Side Still Longing For More Like The Endless Time Never Could Be Enough To Make My Lust My Craving Disappear And I‘ll remember This Rainy Night In May When Your Words Took All My Misery Away Every Moment When I‘m Feeling I‘m So Far Away From You Every Second When I Breathe In And I‘m Not Lying Next To You Then Remains Just One Desire For The Day We‘ll Meet Again Please Smile This Saves Me
10.
Interlude 01:10
11.
This Crossroad Came So Fast Our Bloody And Short Path Ended Before I Killed The Monsters From The Past Horrible Demons Will They Last? I Let You Suffer Scratched Your Flesh Off Your Bones Killed All Your Hope Robbed Your Smile Your Happy Smile Now Turned To Anger Will We Die In Pain Together? Die Alone In Pain Tell Us Goodbye Our Crossroad Came Too Fast Don‘t Choose Another Path I‘ll Kill The Creatures From The Past You‘ll Be Forever Mine Horrible Demons They Won‘t Last You Let Me Suffer Scratched My Flesh Off My Bones Killed All My Hope Robbed My Smile My Happy Smile Now Turned To Anger We Won‘t Die Together Yes We Will Tell Our Lives Goodbye
12.
She Got Out Of Bed Yesterday She Stopped Feeling Sad Kissed Her Kids Goodbye Stepped On A Pothole Made Of Believe But Didn‘t Learn To Fly For Years Easy To Pretend But When There Is The Time No One Understands Why Down Down Down Your Head Fell Down Your Heart Felt Down Your Own Way Out Down Down Down Nor High Nor Low The Second Floor Fell To The EarthA Lifetime Worth One Decision To Be Made Not Hard To Do But Fair Enough Decision Were Never To Be Yours One Sign Fell Down From The Stars Finally Caught Your Breath Your Last Breath You Learned To Breath You Closed Your Eyes And Watched Your World As It Softly Fell Apart
13.
She Was Leaving The Dark Forest It Was Night And She Was Cold She Couldn‘t Tell If Surrounded By The Trees She Felt The Wind Whistling By It Was Cold And Asked Her Why She Was Walking The Field And Passed The Trees If She Looked Back Over Her Shoulders She Would See Her Memories Fade She Tripped And Fell And Got Up Again For The Moment Of A Heartbeat Maybe A Heartbeat And A Blink Her Eyes Were Cleared By The Pain Is This What She Feels Called Pain? Why Does All Just Look The Same? What Is This Kind Of Game? When People Stop To Talk And Legs No More Walk Is It An End Or A Start? The First Time You Saw The Stars They Were Beautiful The First Time You Saw The Stars It Was Magical The First Time You Saw The Stars The World Seemed Good And Bright And Then All Turned Black At First Sight She Felt Nosiness Then It Backed Up Into Fear It Was Worth All The Time At All She Saw Illusions In The Sky Cheeks Wettened By Her Tears She Cries The Trees Were Not To Solance It Was Her Reason To Live At Least She Told Herself Her Sun Left But Still Shines How She Smiled And How She Laughed Now She Is Staring At The Stars She Sinks Into The Snow The Trees Start Talking Down The Moon Starts To Frown The Whole World Cries Her Name When People Stop To Talk And Thoughts Start To Walk It‘s Near The End She Falls Apart The Last Time You See The Stars It Is Unsightly The Last Time You See The Stars You Wish You Would Not Be The Last Time You Saw The Stars You Hate Them All And All Turned Red
14.
A Cold Night In November 62 I Was A Kid And So Were You I Said Brother Let‘s Go Hide And Seek The Woods Are Still And My Life Is Bleak So We Sneaked Out The Door Reached The Forest Delirious With Joy And We Went On Deep Into The Dark Oh How We Sang And How We Larked But When It Was My Turn To Seek My Eyes Went Numb And My Knees They Creaked I Couldn‘t Find You I Swear I Tried I Sealed Your Fate Not Knowing Why Now I Am Digging In Your Grave And I‘m Sure You‘d Do The Same Everyone Else Is Far Away And I Need Someone To Play And When The Moon Is On The Rise And The Blackbird Sings Demise I Know That We Will Meet Again In Front Of Tombstone No. 10 The Other Day The Looked For You They Found Your Body Bloodstained And Blue The Cold Erased Your Life Our Grandma Freaked Our Parents Cried They Put You Six Feet Unbeneath The Ground I Had To See You I Romped Around Couldn‘t Believe That You Were Dead So One Last Time I Creeped Out The Bed The Earth Was Frozen My Bare Feet Hurt I Couldn‘t Stop Exhuming Your Heart After Hours Of Sweat And Toil I Released You From The Soil
15.
His Words And The Unsaid His Deadly Weapon Crimson Blurred Ground Adorned With My Guts Garnished With My Flesh Insidious Monster Is Cutting My Pale Face Into Pieces On An Autumn Day He Caught Me Day After Day I Was Tortured And Crushed He Has Chased Me In My Dreams The One Killing My Mind Since This Fateful Night And He Will Be Coming Back The Bittersweetest Murderer Again And Again His Words And The Unsaid His Deadly Weapon Crimson Blurred Ground Adorned With My Guts Garnished With My Flesh Insidious Creature Is Cutting My Pale Skin Into Pieces On A Beautiful Spring Night He Killed Me Day After Day Been Told Thousands Of Lies He Has Chased Me In My Dreams Chaining Me In My Fears Since This Horrible Night And He Will Be Coming Back The Bittersweetest Murderer Again And Again But On A Cold Autumn Day I‘m Gonna Capture Him And My Awesome Revenge Will Never End
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Agony And Ecstasy
Puppet On A String; At The Mercy Of Their Fate; Theatrum Mundi;
Captured In A Role; A Never Ending Cycle Of Agony And Ecstasy;
Inner Dying And Suffering From Diseases, Interpersonal Conflicts, etc.;
Borderline; Inability To Love; Mental Disorders; Manic Depression;
Compulsive Behaviours; Suicide: Possible Way Out; Drugs for Ecstasy;

Fear
In The Eye Of The Scared Beholder;
Anxiety States And Other Disorders;
Different Kinds Of Fears Or Phobias;
Objects, Animals, Unknown; Ghosts;
Compulsion Neurosis; Overcoming;

Love
Bond; An Extreme State Between Euphoria And Melancholy;
Addiction And Yearning; To Be In Love With People Or Objects;
Self-Abandonment For The Beloved; To Cross Borders; Ill-Fated;
Neurological Deficits; Fights And Disputes; Replacements; Despair;
Loneliness And Emptiness; Unfulfilled Love Story; Sheer Torment;

Death
Non-existence; Sorrows; Mourning;
Inner Dying; Heartache; Misery;
Passing The Five Stages Of Grief:
Denial•Anger•Bargaining•Depression
Acceptance Or Suicide; Oblivion;

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released August 10, 2013

Silpha Obscura: Vocals
Manfred Von Körperteil: Guitar; Vocals
Dr. Horion: Bass; Vocals; Saxophone
Bastille Amnesie: Drums

Design: Silpha Obscura; Dr. Horion
Mixing and Sounddesign: Dr. Horion

All Spells And Curses
Written, Performed, Produced By
Silpha & The Corpseboners

Church Organ on Track 1,16: Reinhold Röder

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